March 2012
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My ears hurt so bad.
I just want to cry for 10,000 hours. Like.. I’ve spent so much money going to doctor’s appointments just so they can tell me I have a sinus infection/ear infection and give me antibiotics. I’ve finished three rounds of antibiotics and I feel even worse than I did almost 2 months ago when this first started. I seriously want to scream… when I’m in pain it’s not...
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Laughing so hard right now @ philosophy-of-praxis. He would.
February 2012
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Stop trying you prove that you deserve admiration
and just be yourself.
People in class are talking about politics.
I’m going to refrain from schooling all of them because I don’t want to interject myself into their conversation.
It's fucking hard
watching everyone make progress. Getting married, having babies, finishing school, getting real jobs. I keep trying to convince myself that I did okay. That my wealth of life experiences has given me perspective that worldly success alone could not. But more often than not I just want to take a good hard look in the mirror and say “was it worth it really?” Was it worth it to shun...
sit on my face
A Letter to a Friend
It was so good to see you smile, your laugh has always been my favourite. Honestly, this past year you’ve wilted. I’ve watched you work your fingers to the bone forcing mismatched puzzle pieces, you’ve been splintered. I kept quiet, but I’ve missed you. And I want to see you gathered up moving in once piece. You’ve been so frustrated you couldn’t give much to...
slidepenguin asked: It's 1:30 pm, where are your children?
Shit you shouldn't say to a 13 year old
after her 7th grade volleyball game. “That game was fucking intense. I need a vicodin and a beer.”
I owned my body once,
when the sister to my soul curved her spine and marked me with her hands. I was whole. The judgment of a thousand eyes burned beneath my skin, and the burden of their verdict slid away. My body is public property. Composed of shapes and shaped to appeal to tastes I neither share nor understand. I walk with their weight on my shoulders each day, back straight and best face forward. I am scrutinized...
omfg
I need a leather dress. On my body. RIGHT NOW.
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So I have class in 9 hrs.
And a motherfucking paper to write. I’m calling in to work tomorrow, I don’t even give a shit anymore. I’m just going to get job at taco bell or something here in town.. sick of driving 30 mins every day to go to a job I hate when I could just walk 5 minutes and go to a job that I hate. The real question here is whether or not I should be drunk for this.
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I don't want to be a bitter person
but it’s so hard sometimes. I feel like someone has punched me in the stomach every time someone I know has a child, or becomes pregnant. I would like to be happy for my friends.. I would like to smile glowingly and say congratulations, but it’s always accompanied by a thorn in my side, knowing the awful truth that the one thing I want more than anything has a very slim chance of ever...
Anonymous asked: You may be the coolest woman alive.
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The older I get, the more difficult waking up...
I used to be such a morning person.. wake up bright and early ready for the day. Now I wake up and I feel like I’m drunk for a good 20 minutes, and I’m completely miserable until like.. 3 PM. But I’m also always uncomfortable and I never was before. Something always hurts. Not only am I always really sore, but I always have a headache or my chest always really hurts. I fall...
Lavender hair will be happening this summer.
If anyone beats me to it, I will fight you. I want to look like a faerie princess. Yesss.
Hey You There
sitting at home worrying about what you weigh, what your wear, how your hair looks, if your skin is the right colour, whether or not you’re good enough.. I wish I could free you from that prison. I wish I could could kick down the gate and let you run free and wild into the world with your bare feet, frizzy hair, dark under-eyes, and folds of skin. I wish you could look past the mirror and...
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I feel like such a shitty person.
I completely snapped on my mom for asking me to go to dinner with her tonight. I canceled my plans and decided to stay home tonight so I can see my sister and my dad and have dinner with them, and her feelings were hurt.. in all fairness, I haven’t seen/talked to her in a great while. I feel bad for overreacting but at the same time I am not emotionally capable of handling snide remarks...
benefits of dating me
you’ll be dating me
I could go on but I think I’ve made my point
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A Collection of Ridiculous Things I've Said In...
“Omg, are you on tumblr? Can I follow you?” “That’s like the record player of overhead projectors.” “He wears the best sweaters. I want his sweater.”
loling so hard at sonya's butt in mortal kombat 1
so 90s. 90sist butt i’ve ever seen.
adventures in depression →
saltwatersound:
I know that feel.
I can relate to this so absolutely and fully, that I feel something incredible inside me right now. I am going to cry, surely.
ANARCHIST JOKES
peak-society:
Two Greek anarchists are preparing an arsenal of molotov cocktails. The first anarchist asks: “What are we going to throw these at?” the other replies: “What are you some kind of fuckin intellectual?”
I can't wait to laugh in your face when you fuck...
Because that’s what you do. You’re a fuck up.
The awkward moment when you ask your boyfriend to...
and he says “I don’t know… that sounds like a lot of stuff.”
aetobatus:
in—bloom:
anthonysmindofstuff:
alliseeisbrittana:
greatwings:
Harry Potter as a comedy…
This is amazing.
forever reblog i swear if someone redid harry like this i would so watch it
Haha thats great
I wish
YES
Everyone ever needs to see this.